so miserable...

fuck my damn life....

i guess im really cursed to always have bad endings and be deprived of good ones....gone are the days of cheerfulness and joy........here comes the days of misery and anguish......i can't stop if im being too liberated......im trying to be myself....and now i cant believe some statements i write in MY blog is being used against me.....they dont even know who im talking about....shit....and now i fell im all alone again....with no one to talk to and no one to comfort with...and just when i thought that all my problems with regards to the "person" i have been talking about lately have suddenly shattered after its glorious and successful peak,i realized some people were actually backstabbing me......how painful....i dont know what's wrong with me...this year is suppose to be fun but i guess i will have to live in a life filled with loneliness and broken dreams..i guess i have not only lost most of my friendships in the classroom....but also my life....

how can i be broken when i am already broken??