TRUTH

this day seems to be about truth...i guess nature just want me to be aware that i have to stop these lies....and just face the truth..

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to start off,i saw this christmas special show thingy with fantasia,reuben and kell clarkson and i caught the performance of Fantasia while singing "Truth is"..

but the most truthful moment would have to be our discussion in religion...

our lesson for the 3rd quarter is all about Truth...so we had this meaningful discussion about it and it seems to affect me so much...especially that remark that no one is going to be happy when one is not telling the truth...i am not saying im a liar but it seems to affect me somehow....i try to be happy and be cheerful all the time despite problems i try to run away from....but i am really tired of running away from it...i think there is nothing to run away from anyway..i put everything in the past now and so far it works and i am living a better social life....but there are still hidden truths within me that i don't really want to be revealed or verified....im really scared of humiliation and rejection..i know it's not the right thing to do but i can't stop myself if i just suppress my feelings just to relate with people and to hide my pain and worries with other people...that's ehy i enjoy having my peers around for entertainment but i still don't feel security of sharing my secrets with them...but i know why...i just don't have enough trust with myself and i just yield to falsities and pretense..the truth really hurt most of the times but it won't really hurt when it is revealed and handled..i just want to be true to myself and just keep on being true to everybody as i always try to do...
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anyway....to be on the lighter side of the day...although it was really gloomy because of the rain....we were grouped already for the model-making in shop and im just happy with my groupmates...then we had this quiz in math that really got my brains hard work and we made a business letter in filipino....

holler back..