i wanna watch Happy feet!

haha...i've been so bad today...haha...i've cut some of my classes(kaspil and pe) just to go to the mall...

well,i wanted to watch Happy feet but i ended up watching The Return featuring Sarah Michelle Gellar...it was just average...there are many surprising scenes but not really a horror movie as they have been implying in the trailers..

anyway,i was supposed to buy a case logic for my cds but i can't find a good one so i wasn't able to buy one...instead,i got to buy something else..

....i bought 2 shirts!!!one from American Boulevard and one from a sale on Artwork!!im feel so great about the artwork shirt cause its worth only P92.95!!it's really cheap for a shirt from their label...i wanted to buy a lot but i don't have anymore money...i just hope that the sale happens again...oh please please...there's also this nice body/shoulder bag from human that i like..but it's P399 so i can't afford it yet....so anyone who's wondering what to give me there's a good gift...haha...there's also lots of stuff i want to buy!!i saw a lot of shirts that i want to buy...grrr...

oh,i need 11 more stickers for the Starbucks planner!!!i hope i can complete it in time...

our finals is coming up...so many stuff to do..our classes for friday were moved tomorrow because it was declared a holiday on friday but then there's a storm coming up so classes were suspended!!haha...so we don't have classes for four consecutive days....but it's a bit of a bad thing though...we haven't started shooting for our filkomu video...it was supposed to be tomorrow but i guess not anymore...wahh...our prof put pressure on us since there will be observers...

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i hate me

i hate myself!i've been living in misery.i want to waste my life...oh wait..it's wasted already..i just hate the way things are going..fuck my parents.I HATE THEM.I HATE MY LIFE!it's like i want to commit suicide already.but i don't cause i have this fear of death.haha.i want to escape in this small hollow 4-cornered room of mine and spend my lifetime away.i've been crying my heart out this past week.my parents hate me..how's that for a family.the only ones i can trust are my friends...and the term's gonna end soon so i won't see them..fuck.i feel like a real-life Harry Potter right now.just without the magic and the heroic popularity.i can't take it anymore.why does it have to be me...why do i have to feel this suffering..God forgive me for all the bad things i have done..

i want to switch families with anyone who can love me.treat me with TLC and spoil me.haha.

i want to start smoking.or just drinking...yeah...drinking will do..

i won't have a merry christmas and a happy new year...heck,i won't even have a happy birthday.

FUCK THEM ALL

whoa....i haven't been blogging lately...my pc is so screwed...one day its fixed and the next day it's not....oh well..

i've enrolled already....but i guess i got a crappy schedule....haha....mylasalle is so hard to access....screw online enrollment...

so many things to do for school...we have this bio presentation,englres research paper,intfilo quizbee.....and so on...

oh well...

i watched Fred's show,iSing, last Friday....it was good!we were sitted in the FIRST row of the auditorium with our banners...haha....we were the only ones who had banners...hehe....anyway,it was a successful show:)

me and my parents watched Casino Royale after the show...im not really a fan but i guess it was good....there were some good action and torture scenes...but there were cheesy scenes though...

oh,i want to have a STARBUCKS planner...i've been collecting receipts to have a planner...haha...which means i have to spend a lot...

anyway....my personal life is the same as my academic life and my pc...i'm SCREWED.i've been wanting for so much that i know i can't have..there's great loneliness im feeling....if only there's a way...

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i hate 3rd term!

grr...

making a sched is so HARD.

i spent lots and lots of time trying to think over a good sched...i've formulated a number of scheds but im afraid i may run out of slots.....when worse comes to worse,I'm gonna be forced to follow the block sched..not that i hate my block,i just heard that we had a few terror teachers and i also hate it that we have two school days that are up to 4 something!!!no more time for gimmick!!haha...besides,it will be hard for me to go home...hehe..

well...let's move on..haha..

we have this long exam tomorrow in philo and i already studied this afternoon but im afraid that i might forget everything so im really worried....since the pressure is all stacked against me...too much expectations...haha...

well...that's about it...

Happy birthday to our Block President,Ian!

and i forgot to write it down here in my blog,i was supposed to greet them in my last entry,

Belated Happy Bday to Tina,Nicole and Cooca!

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Cerealicious!

it was cwts yesterday...and im so happy to know that it was the last classroom session for cwts this term and only one more exposure....haha...anyway,i bumped into Therese in the LRT station yetserday then we met up with Ella at Mcdo.....where some of our classmates were making there scheds for the next term....until i realize that i still have to make one...so i was making a sched for the whole cwts period...haha....it's soi hard to make a schedule with each subject conflicting each other...oh well...i just hope i get a good sched and good profs....

anyway,after the cwts ended at 3 pm,some of us went to Cerealicious...it was my first time to go there...haha...and im definitely coming back...anyway,it was me,ella,hannah,jay,lorce,ian,anjo,therese,crae,denise,wald,dominique and cholo..

then i took a ride home with Lorce...hehe..

i just finished my portfolio in bio a while ago and im so stressed now!!!i have nothing to wear tomorrow and we still have to do our RRL in Englres!!!damn...so many things to do..

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tsk tsk..

sorry for the long time of not updating...my computer broke down again..

anyway...school's been hard lately...

our psych midterms was so hard...englres has been so stressful...i changed my music video group in filkomu and i got to be with ella's group..we just finished reporting in kaspil a week ago..we're gonna have our 2nd long...and i mean LOOOONG exam in intfilo next week..we're starting our intergroup volleyball tournament and we're the BIG LOSERS..we didn't even have a two digit score..

anyway...i had cut my CWTS last week unexpectedly to meet up with my beloved high school friends...haha...

it was me,mikhail,ryan,nicolo,pau,rj and allan. we watched Marie Antoinette...the film was a bit mediocre for me...but watching it with my friends made it so meaningful..we also met up with marcel and marr after the movie..we had our pictures taken and just had quality time with each other..

our online enrollment for the 3rd term is next week....and im still undecided to pick a sched....time flies so fast....i don't know if i'll de-block myself...although i love my block,our teachers are supposedly evil...haha..and the schedule...i got used with our sched this term so im not used going to school on thursdays and tuesdays..haha..

anyway....i already bought the latest albums of the following people:
Jojo-High road
My Chemical Romance-Black Parade
Jesse McCartney-Right Where You Want Me
Panic! At The Disco-A Fever You Can't Sweat Out

so many new music lately..

our tv got fixed too...haha.....so now i can watch tv...

oh,last Monday,our first three consecutive morning classes(englres,filkomu&psych) was free cut so we went biking at CCP and we ate at FIC(i think),where we(me,chelsea,nicole,ella) shared a smoothie...it was so fun...almost the whole block was there...and i haven't rode a bike for a long time...so refreshing...haay....i hope there's another fun time like that..

and,so many stars have split up...reese witherspoon and ryan philippe...britney and kevin federline(haha)..tsk tsk tsk..but Tom and Katie's going to be married soon...haha...

anyway,if my pc won't go broke again,i'll probably update this as much as possible like i used to do..

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