why is everything bad happening to me.I don't want to be in this house anymore.I want to be somewhere safe and some place where I am loved.I just don't want to be lonely anymore and they keep on making me feel that way.I just want it all to stop.

enough,I don't want to talk about it anymore..

moving on, I saw Christina Aguilera's new video "Candyman" and Avril Lavigne's "Girlfriend". Both videos were nice.Christina was still her classy self but I have to say that Avril totally changed her image.But I still love her.

I had the annual physical exam thing this morning.It only took me 45 minutes though.And I was sitting next to a hottie.Haha!And even before I took the check-up,I finally personally saw the guy my friend was referring to that looks like Champ.Hahaha.Im still trying to find the Champ in him though.Haha.

American Idol again.Females night.It was good.Lots of good singers.Overall,I think that the second week performance was still the best for both males and females in the competition.I love Chris Richardson and Blake Lewis!!!Total Hotties!I still don't get the hype that Chris Sligh is getting.Stephanie Edwards reminds me of Fantasia in the looks department which Im not sure if it's a good thing or not.Sabrina reminds me of a character in a cartoon,something like a witch.Haha.

I made two ambahan for Humalit class.Haha.Just need to mention that cause I never had skills for poetry.

Making scheds is such a hassle!