Hey there

Tonight's the night.I'll be watching PCD concert later.I really hope it's fun despite that I actually lost my interest in watching because of a personal problem here in my own "home".But more of that later.Yesterday,I watched Metro Station in Glorietta.Well,I didn't really plan on going.I just felt like it and my mom allowed me so I did.The audience were very energetic!Considering that they weren't as many as compared to the crowd I've seen in other mall shows so good job.

well anyway,sorry but I just have to let this out while it's still fresh.I had a fight last night with someone here in the house and it's been bugging me since last night.Hence,this early blog which means I woke up early even if I slept at around 3am already.So anyway before I go out of topic.He went totally nuts again last night.Well,it's my mom who started this all if she just kept her mouth shut but no,she had to dsay some stuff that I didn't even ask her to do.Well me and toot had a little misunderstanding about this small matter which shouldn't be a problem in the first place until he started going wild and started screaming which was totally uncalled for.This small matter sudden;y became a matter of family issues and I don't even know why iot had to come out.Funny how he tries to think everything I do is an action against him.And worse,he thinks I'm being selfish and all that.Well,F you!You think I',m all doing this just for my own good,No!it's for us,not including you!You keep on saying for the nth time that you realize your mistakes and we don't recognize ours.Well look at yourself! You only recognize your mistakes IN THE PAST and NOT the PRESENT.You think just because you attended some church meetings or any of that spiritual gatherings,you are the good person here that cannot make mistakes??Don't go playing the religious card around here.It's not like you were actually serious about it all along.Show-off!When you finally realized it's over,you stop.Is that right?You're only doing that trying to impress us.Don't go telling me to look at you and what you've done to yourself,being a bad person turned good person whatever.Your childish ways is really annoying.All those brainwashing you've been doing to the three others.You think no one notices that.And don't tell me what the school taught me.They've taught me pretty well between what's right and wrong.You're just too blind to see.I've heard all what you have to say since 2006 and it still hasn't changed.You can't even tell that you're techniques won't work.It might work on the three but not on me.And look who hasn't grown up between us.Oh yes, I really hjave changed but not like you.Just because I haven't gone through your problems doesn't mean I can think for myself.All along this time I know you're just putting up a good guy act.It's so clear that I can see through it.If there's one thing I learned from you,it's how NOT to be like you.You keep on telling me what if I was in your shoes,well you don't even know what it's like in mine.If I were in your shoes,I'd go away instead.Yeah,that would totally be better.After what you've pulled your little cheap talk last night.Things will definitely change.Trust me.

I'm sure this ain't over.He just goes nuts for some silly reason.Bipolar much.