Finding a job is so frustrating. Now I feel what my friends felt when they were looking for their first job. I had it quite easy since I immediately got mine after a friend offered it to me. So now that I'm doing it on my own, I feel s clueless. I sent my resumes to different companies and I only got two responses, one of them telling me to apply via walk-in while the other one is rejection. To make it worse, those two companies are not really the ones I really want.

This morning when my mom arrived home from her flight to the US, she told me that a former senator was her passenger and when he inquired about her having kids and finding out I was unemployed, he told my mom if I wanted to go to Spain(or Mexico) to study Spanish! I thought it was going to be for a job but just to study the language. It was a nice thought since I'd get to travel and learn a new language but I'm afraid that it's just going to be another excuse of not getting a job. My passport is expired anyway but maybe I should consider it.

In other news, time flies so fast that it's my younger siblings' farewell party tomorrow which means it's their last day of school and they're gonna be at home most of the summer and internet's gonna be slow for the whole day. That would mean slower downloads and streams for me.

Lastly, my heart goes out to Japan. It is saddening to hear the horrific tragedies they have experienced in just a short span of time and reading some sad stories really makes me feel how much they have suffered. Let's all pray for the country and to the entire world.