I am so torn right now. I finally found a job and they've chosen me in one of the positions they were looking for but there are several things that are already working against my favor.

The office is not so good. The building looks so old, out of place, it is so hot inside because there is no central airconditioning, my potential future boss looks bitchy and so on. In other words, the working environment is not pleasant.

The salary is a little bit higher than my previous job but it's way lower than what I expected at least, to think that my salary expectations were already too low.

I'm supposed to start as a probationary employee so I'm gonna give credit to that and hope that it will get better after some months.

The job requires me to go to different places, mostly to meet clients. I don't have a car so that means I'll have to use public transportation. The HR is not even sure if there will be allowance to be given but reassures that reimbursement will be given, but my main concern will be what about public transportation that does not have receipts or any kind of proof to show that I rode in the transportation like jeepneys or the trains? My money might not be returned, and my salary will be wasted. If only my salary was higher, I could have saved up for a car and I won't have this problem.

Another thing is my pre-employment requirements. Though it's my fault, it's probably a sign. I have already done my medical and got my baranggay clearance this week. I tried to get NBI clearance earlier but I have to get it back on Monday next week, and the HR wants me to submit everything by Friday this week. I also have to take care of my SSS by tomorrow and I'm not even sure where to get it. Hopefully, I finish it by the morning.

I need to finish this as I'm terribly tired and sleepy. I hope I could update this soon with good news!