I don't know what to think of myself right now, it's so embarrassing. I've never been such an emotional wreck since high school.
It's that feeling where I'm throwing every single part of me and that person just keeps on ignoring every thing you do and I don't even know if the person intentionally does it or just completely clueless. I end up exhausted and looking like a loser either way.
I did try to back off this week but I can't. I end up giving so much effort into laying low in the background but people around me are quick to notice me change and I want to keep it as subtle as possible.
The worst thing is the person is sending me mixed signals. Sometimes, we're good while sometimes it feels like there's a problem between us.
I need to get my act together. Even our supposedly planned trip to EK seems to be in danger of being cancelled. Too bad since I am looking forward to it.
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