It hasn't really sunk in yet and that's what I'm afraid about. This feeling that will last for a long time and possibly join the wide array of repressed feelings I have never got the chance to let out.
Yesterday,another storm has damaged the city and it took me a hard time to go to the office because of the floods. I eve have to submerge my feet in floodwater just to ride a jeepney. But all those difficulties didn't really matter in the back of my mind. All I thought was getting to the destination and make sure that I get to see the person. It's so ironic that while I'm deeply saddened by the departure, he seems so light and doesn't even show hints that he's leaving. I assume he hasn't really announced it yet. I know it's probably something that he should really be talking about publicly and his decision is for his own good, but I just can't take this situation lightly. I hate that feeling of devastation and trying my best to detach my emotions almost never works. I hate to be weak and fall into a sinkhole. I can't really imagine myself working at that office anymore but that will go against everything I said before and that sucks.
I just wait for the time when I can finally find my true calling ad the right people that will last for a long time.
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