June is ending and I simply cannot wait for it to be over.
Work has been at its lowest point this month. Not only have I been assigned in the graveyard shift, but I've also incurred the most errors this month. I'm bound for a hearing, a first for the team and myself, and that is definitely not good. The worst part is that I don't care about my errors so much. I'm only worried about keeping my job.
Me and my gang is already planning for our next out-of-town trip in a few months and I definitely need to keep earning money.Of course, I still need a job with or without that trip for obvious reasons. I know I'm better than this but I can't point out what's been going on with myself lately. I should really get back on track but I don't really know how to do it.
I'm a bit ashamed towards my colleagues who are working harder than I am and I want to keep them away from my personal struggles as much as possible.
For the past year at work, I've always tried to be among the best, and still am, but I'm losing focus and motivation, unfortunately.
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