I don't know how to say how much I'm worried right now. There's only around one week left, and to some,it's a good thing, but to me, it's not.I need it to be just a little bit longer.It's all my fault.I slacked around in the first few weeks of the term and now I'm paying for it.I don't know how to explain this to veryone,especially my family.

Earlier today, I was on my way home when my grandma and my aunt saw me and offered a ride home. On our way, they were already talking about what job I'll have after graduation.They were having fun imagining which jobs I might get while I try to hide the fact that graduation might be farther than they think it will be.

I'm really afraid for my thesis.After seeing the schedule of the defense for those who will be defending, I just imagine if I'll ever be on that list too.It's not that I'm giving up, but knowing myself, I don't know if I can handle all the stress.I'm not good at time management in terms of school-related stuff.haha.

My mom's coming home tomorrow.I hope she got to buy a leather case for the iPod.I'm not expecting that she bought the shoes I wanted.She doesn't even remember how it looks like.

I was saving a particular amount of money for dvds of the tv series I watch.I was able to buy two earlier and planned to buy the others on separate days.When I was at SM,there was a cd sale, everything for P99 each!!!I couldn't help but buy at least two.Now my savings are cut short.Oh well.I still have some left.I do plan to buy more cds.I got to see good finds that I need to come back for.I was able to buy New Years Day and Relient K albums while I want to ome back for Mandy Moore,The Kooks and Bloc Party's albums which I also saw on the sale.

I guess I should sleep now.I have a freakin' headache and I don't know if I'm going to school tomorrow or not.Most likely yes though.