Just yesterday at work, I found out that for tomorrow, I have to work at 5AM to 1PM. How am I supposed to go to work at that time? Streets are dark and empty, save from some private vehicles and probably taxis, which I can't afford to take especially if I will be assigned to that shift next month. This reinforces my resignation. I don't know if it's God's way of telling me to leave sooner but I do plan to keep the job until October and August is barely ending. I have yet to tell my mom about my planned resignation but I doubt it's going to be a problem to them, seeing that they want me to get another job, anything that offers better benefits and of course, a higher pay.
What's harder is getting out of my village. Since before I get to the jeepney terminal, I have to past through some sort of forest-like path and also a long street of slums which is not safe. It's not like I know any self-defense nor do I have any material to protect me from crooks. To make it worse, I haven't got any amount of decent sleep for the past few days so I don't know how I'm going to wake up early. I plan to go late for work in case our manager is testing me to see how I'll fare with that call time in case our shifts are rotated by next month. Hopefully, I won't be assigned to that shift or else I'll be forced to leave sooner.
I have already talked to my friend who actually got me the job there and suggested I have to tell my manager about my resignation as early by the second week of September. I'm scared since that is in a few weeks, but hey, on the bright side, I'll be free from the company and I can look forward to the future and hopefully, make it a better one.
I've been looking some blogs and tumblr accounts of random people and seems like their having fun so I might as well take a cue from them and just enjoy what I have. I hope my manager takes my resignation well and shall not hold me against my will.
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