im not gonna graduate!!!

damn it...i am so pissed right now...i might not graduate just because of a simple meeting of parents with school authorities regarding some stupid school stuff..ahhhh....shit...i don't know what to do...i haven't informed my parents yet since they're on another country right now and they won't be back til tuesday!!!but the meeting is on monday so no one would be able to come..

we also had this orientation about the disabled...some speakers introduced us some matters regarding autism,retardation,talking with the deaf/blind...etc...but i really don't like it...i've been embarassed in front of the whole student body and i don't want to talk about it...i don't even want to show my face anymore in shame...waahhh....but the bad part of it was that we're gonna have a day to spent with them and that day might collide with my test date in CSB in case my test there will be there dec. 4....i just hope i could take the test even if i might not be able to do the said activity....i mean the activity is all about volunteerism but how can you call it volunteerism if you are forced...

then an issue that wasn't supposed to be an issue in the first place got tackled and it somehow affected the academics which shouldn't be....you see,two of my classmates are not really friends right now and one of them is in one of my peer group and the other is the president..anyway,the class president has accused us(my peer group) that we are being influenced by our friend by not allowing us to participate or give suggestions everytime an activity is required to gather suggestions from the class..but it clearly isn't true because we don't influence each other and it would be somehow childish if we even did that i mean that's not really a proper attitude to influence others just because of personal reasons that inly two are involved and the others are just plain innocent..so i guess the misunderstanding just got deeper i guess...

oh well...at least something fortunate happened......you see,we have this Carolfest in our school so in our music class,we discussed the details...our meeting today,however,spent it on classifying our voices,"tenor 1,tenor 2,bass 1,bass 2",tenor 1 is the highest level and bass 1 i suppose is the opposite...the song we had to sing for the classification was entitled "Christmas in our hearts",it was a nice song..anyway,i really thought that i would be classified in Bass 2....so after our(me,jessie,marcel and paolo) presentation,our teacher told us that we had BEAUTIFUL voices and it was a shame that we didn't join the Boschorale!!!!i am so flattered!!becdause of that we were classified in Tenor but me and jessie got into tenor 1 while pao and Marcel went to tenor 2 just so we could be divided...i am so honored...then when we were asked to sit as a group according to our classifications,i found out that there were only 5 of us(me,Brian,Jessie,Perry and Jk) who went to Tenor 1!!!!that makes me think that i have a nice voice and it keeps me motivated to develop my voice......although i do have to do my best to be my humble..

so that's it.....i just have to pray for a miracle that my parents or at least one of them would suddenly come back here and go to the meeting so i can graduate....

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