I can't believe my passion for writing, or at least what I think I have, has failed me. I know I have a lot to improve on but I don't think it's that bad. 

After receiving my results for the writing sample I sent as part of the application in the company I applied for, which actually took a whole month before I got the results, I was greeted with bad news that I did not pass. Though there is still hope for me to join since I can submit a new article again after a week. But after this first try, I felt so let down. I know that's not the right attitude but the pessimism inside me always prevails but despite this, I'll try to bounce back. I won't stop trying until I get in. Maybe it's my fault too since at first, I kinda hoped that I wouldn't pass after finding out the issue in payment  but I realized I need to get myself active somehow and this was a perfect opportunity.

I got depressed after receiving the news that I couldn't sleep properly last night. But today, I tried to make myself feel better and just kept on telling myself that I can still make it and I hope I do.