messed up intrams,messed up body..

how should i start....i arrived at school with a huge confusion from all the people walking around....i can't even see my classmates.......anyway,when i finally found my friends,we went to the guidance to see their results in USTET......anyway,i passed my first choice,all i need is an interview,then im waitlisted for the second choice....but im still happy that i've passed somehow...

back to the intrams,we had the para-liturgy and the blessing of the dome in the morning then we finally started to open up the booth...we had experience problems at first like filling up the jar with coins and writing down the mechanics.......but we eventually formally opened the business....the henna tattoo was the most commercialy popular so it got the most number of customers...anyway,there was a volleyball playout with the different year levels competing and sad to say,we lost to the lower batches except for the 1st year which we never got to fight...the rest of the day was spent on just hanging around on the booth.....

by the end of the day,i got myself henna tattooed which unfortunately,was a huge mistake,because it got smudged and now the whole area is very very dirty.....i can't believe it will stay that way for around two weeks...

looks like i still have a lot of scrubbing to do.....

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intrams

ouch....my arms,legs,toes and especially my right arm hurts.......and it was all because of the intramurals.....even though i wasn't a player for any sport....hehe...

the day started with heavy rain which was why the football games were cancelled....then our adviser reprimanded the players of our class for not bringing their pe uniform as an alternative to the jersey...so they ended up wearing white shirts...

anyway,.....we were probably the biggest losers in the entire batch.......we didn't win a single game in basketball and sadly,also in badminton......but we did get a victory from table tennis and football.....so during the whole intrams.....i got myself full of playing badminton with different people....even people i didn't knew personally....hehe....because of that.....i ended up having larger muscles....joke......i have injury now....i think i have a sprain in my right arm...hehe..

we're gonna have the foundation day tomorrow up to monday i think....which means we're gonna have our economics business already....i hope we earn a lot of money...

im goin to the concert tonight!!but im not sure if i'll be entertained since it's only Hale and Nikki Gil......oh well...but i might watch a movie in the mall before i go to the concert....but i can't decide what to watch....im picking between cheaper by the dozen 2 and half light.....and maybe zathura....i just wish that i pick a nice movie....

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a little stress remains...

ok......so after all the bad sentiments i shared the other day after i was pissed off....some reamined but it wasn't as bad as the other day....

anyway...this day wasn't really heavyweight if you know what i mean..we just had a lecture in math about the history of calculus and had a short quiz that i did well...then we just answered the skill builders in English......we rechecked our economics test paper then talked some stuff regarding the business....my score in the test was so low!!!!i can't believe it!!!!ithere were some items that i should be correct if i had only used my common sense.....damn...the business talks continued during activity period.......it was decided that we would have 4 business....

we played table tennis during PE which was our sport for the 4th quarter....then we continued our model making during shop...today was supposed to be the checking but somehow,it was postponed again...

our intrams will be tomorrow!!!i hope we get a medal for each sport....

belated happy birthday to Paul!!!

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People who keeps retelling issues in the past

damn it!!!!!!don't you just hate people who you trust but then reveals some issues in the past that has been buried in the minds of people and use them to humiliate you.....gee.....i just despise those people........especially if that person keeps on spreading the issues to different people and publicize it...in front of people that has judgmental thinking...and the worst part is,they don't give a shit for what they're doing.......they just do it carelessly like no one's hurt...and they think they're just some know-it-all worshipped by many people...and now i have to face them again tomorrow....what a challenge....and how life gets harder to handle as each day passes by....i just hope that those people will finally learn to be aware of their actions.......as if i haven't had enough of these wrongdoings...i've been the victim of these backstabbing and i just try to suppress those bad feelings to avoid more damage in my part....i just want my life to be happy and not painful......

i've had enough humiliation....im struggling to survive all these hardships....

haiiiiiiiiiii..............*weeping*.......

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birthday hangover!

ok,....i still have a hangover from my birthday....

so i can't wait for the next one....hehe...

anyway....it's my grandma's bday.....so we might go somewhere to eat or whatever.....hopefully.....hehe....

we went to SM last night to buy white shoes for my younger sister so i also got myself an original copy of Ciara's Goodies....

then we went to buy some ice cream because it was my birthday and we didn't have one on the day itself....

the morales-pacquio rematch will be starting in a while.....i wonder if we will finally win....oh well....

damn it.....we're gonna have a whole day of CADD tomorrow!!damn....i hate it......

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SWEET 16!!!

im so happy....it's my BIRTHDAY!!my special day....

im finally sixteen years old....just one more year till i become seventeen!!haha....

anyway,to contradict the happiness of my birthday,we had our physics exam and filipino exam today......the physics exam was so damn hard.....i am so going to fail.....waaaahhh.......i hope i pass!!!no,i don't hope,i NEED to pass!!!

then filipino was quite easy enough....although it broke the tradition of standardized test....i mean it doesn't really have a lot of multiple choice like every other test does....but it was quite easy....

then finally,the exams were finally over for the third quarter at least....

anyway,me,patrick,perry and marcel ate lunch afterwards then we played volleyball...then i went to the mall with Brian,Chris,Nicolo,Pau and Marcel to watch Underworld....the movie was ok.......i love the fight scenes and Kate Beckinsale's hair....although i had hard time to cope up at the start since i didn't watch the first one...well i was not expecting to watch this movie..i really wanted to watch Memoirs of Geisha but for some odd reason,it wasn't showing in the theaters yet....strange,it was supposed to start showing last wednesday....oh well...i want to watch Saw 2.....i think it will be shown next week....and there's gonna be a concert of Hale featuring Nikki Gil in our school next friday but im not sure if im gonna watch because there's been an ongoing campaign to boycott the event because it was the admin's event.....to take revenge of the cancellation of the cheerdance competition!!im so confused.....i really do want to show anger at the admin somehow but i wanna see the concert....hehe...

my dad arrived really late so we didn't really celebrate my birthday....*weeps*....i just ate my birthday cake....then just lstened to some cds....

im so happy that i finally got a copy of Diana DeGarmo's album!!!!im actually listening to it as of this writing....

we might have lunch somewhere tomorrow to celebrate my birthday...

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a few moments before i turn 16!!

just a few hours and minutes away till i grow a year older!!yehey....im slowly blooming into a beautiful man.....hahahahaha.....

anyway.....i don't really know if i will celebrate it so happily....i mean my dad is not here because his flight was delayed so he'll arrived at 6:30pm....oh well....i might as well treat my friends....

and the subjects for tomorrow is so hard!!!!physics!!!!combined with filipino....damn....im totally going to face some challenge....especially with the computations and long essays....

speaking of essays,the economics was so full of it....there was even a question that we didn't know..trigo was really hard at first because there were items that we didn't know....

however,me and some of my friends helped checked the papaers and we were told that the last 9 items were omitted which means our test is only 30 items!!!!and i got 24 out of 30!!!!not so bad.....not so bad at all...

well...i still ned to study for physics....

and i can't wait to be 16!!!!


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i hate algebra!!

damn....the algebra exam was so hard....i was so confused with all the questions and answers...i didn't know if i should use synthetic division or factor theorem or remainder theorem or whatsoever....

anyway,the english exam was fairly easy....so im quite assured that im going to pass the exam....

we're going to have the economics and trigonometry tomorrow....damn....every day has a test with numbers.....oh...our model is going to be checked tomorrow!!!!im so scared..

i saw the telecast of American idol season 5 today!!the first auditions held in the Windy city,Chicago,were interesting....there was one girl who looks like a combination of Christina Aguilera,Nicole Richie and Paris Hilton....there were also 2 sisters then two sets of twins which passed...there was this fat black girl who fought with another girl who passed and boasted that she can sing better than Carrie Underwood,then there was this crazy guy who miraculously passed thanks to Paula and Randy,and that guy believes he can talk to animals...weird...and of course,the catfights between Simon and Paula...i can't wait for the next batch of applicants..

my birthday is very very fast approaching and i don't know what to do yet!!!!!!i don't know where to eat!!!!maybe i'll just watch a movie with my friends...speaking of my birthday,my godmother from the states said that she'll just give me Diana DeGarmo's album as a gift!!!!finally.....i'll have a copy of my own...

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narnia

haven't blog lately.......my sched was just busy...

anyway,we watched "The chronicles of Narnia" yesterday in Eastwood with my aunt and cousin....

the movie was so great....i thought it was just some disappointing movie from disney but i guess the long wait was worth it....i can't wait for the sequel....if there will be....that is....i wish there was narnia in the real world....with talking animals...hehe...the movie house was so packed....no doubt it's a blockbuster...

moving on,the exams are very near.....and i haven't studied yet!!!!damn.....i am so gonna fail.......speaking of failing,we had our unit test in physics today......and i was so dumbfounded....i really feel it that im going to fail...

we're also gonna have our practical test for the lab tomorrow...

anyway,while i was surfing the internet,i got myself into this website for filipinos called Pinoyexchange.com,where you can intercat with people through the forums so i tried it and made an account...and i even posted on the classifieds section of the forums...

my birthday is fast approaching!!!!!i don't know what to treat my friends with very limited money!!!i don't even know where me and my family will have dinner....wah...

sched of exams:
wednesday-trigonometry and english
thursday-algebra and economics
friday-physics and filipino

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lucky and unlucky..

before anything else....i would like to greet my younger brother a happy happy birthday!!!!i was just so preoccupied with the Ateneo stuff that i forgot about everything else......

and speaking of birthdays,i would also like to greet Perry a happy happy birthday!!!!not to mention that my own birthday is coming very very soon...

anyway,the day started with the batch picture taking....it was so unexpected.....just like yesterday when we had our class picture taking....in sure i was ugly cause i have no hair.....because of my stupid haircut....anyway....the batch picture was not as formal as the class picture....we just had to stand up by row and look at the cameraman standing on top...we just have to pose any thing we want...but im sure i won't get to be seen though..we held it in 2 settings,1 in the basketball court and the other in the football field.......i didn't really like my pictures in the basketball court but i like the pictures in the football field for a special reason....i just felt more comfortable there.....despite the mud...

oh we got into a stupid vehicular accident on our way to school....some van bumped the front of our school bus!!!and even though it was their fault,they're the ones who are really angry.....and we were the one who got the huge damage....all they had was some stupid scratch.....good thing me and theo had been transferred to another schoolbus..

anyway...we had our play in english.....but it was all messed up......i would love to repeat it just for the sake of a good grade.....my costume was lost then everyone just forgot their lines......damn it.....

then our religion project will be submitted tomorrow.....i just hope we do pass it cause our group is one of the groups that our adviser is expecting to pass..

here comes the lucky part of the day...we had a game in softball....during our team's turn to be the bases and pitchers,i was the 3rd base,and i can't catch the ball properly....so i really knew i suck....then it was finally our turn to bat....so Mao,Patrick and Jessie had already hit the ball after a few strikes,it was already my turn...i was really afraid cause im sure i won't hit the ball....just like i always do....anyway,i was able to hit the ball on my very FIRST try and that shot wasn't even that hard that it just fell near in front of me(i think)....anyway,their bases and pitchers couldn't catch the ball properly so i was able to have my very FIRST homerun!!!hahahaha......im so happy...and lucky.....of course....

but my luck didn't last long though....i almost failed the shop quiz...after the quiz,we were supposed to do our models and since we didn't have any,we just spent our free time on the religion research paper...

Perry treated us pizza today since it's his birthday.....and im starting to think of what to treat my friends on my birthday...

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Shame on me...

damn it....i can't believe this.......i can't even accept this!!!!!!!!!!!!!how can i fail Ateneo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!sonofab*tch!!!!!!!!!!!i mean i wasn't expecting to pass that easy but i gave my best and i didn't even get at least my fourth choice....i might just be getting stupid everyday....damn it....i really want to be a blue eagle.....and now i might be a green archer instead......but im really disappointed!!!!!only a very few percentage of our batch pass....nobody even made it in our section...

not to mention the shame that my classmate gave to me this afternoon when he made out stories that i passed and the whole section was really thinking i passed....but i didn't!!!!DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!

i don't know what to do now...i want to be reconsidered but i want to retain my first choice......and the website of Ateneo is really bugging me since i can't get in.....there's too many connections......ugh....shit....

and our play is also getting over my head not to mention the religion project....

im so damn stupid........most of my current cousins are in ateneo.....im so gonna be humiliated to bring disgrace to the family....

help......

Raw Live tour

oh yeah....im so excited....we're going to watch the Raw Live tour here in Manila......but we're gonna watch it on the 25th of February not on 24.....but it's ok......but im not sure how far we are from the ring....the P10,000 tickets were already sold out so we had to get the P2000....that's the highest we can get.....i just hope i would see the ring and of course,the wrestlers...

anyway,we were supposed to have the practice for the English play yesterday....but Marcel,our leader, was very late and we even thought he wouldn't come so it did not push through but we did get to have a script....a lot shorter than the previous one.We also bought Athena's helmet....im just worried about the costumes of othe other characters and also the sounds and backgrounds.

we went to the yearly reunion of the clan of my mom's side....it was held in St. Scholastica......there were games and food....of course.....and also a raffle and i even won a Globe shirt and water bottle.....hehe.....my little brother won a folding chair.we went to mass afterwards.

i bought Lindsay Lohan's A Little More Personal.....but this time,i bought an original copy...

damn......there's CADD tomorrow!!!!i hate mondays!!!!

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feeling strange..

nothing much change from today's events from yesterday's....

we just copied some notes in shop and had a quiz which im proud to say that i perfected...then math was just another sore subject....we had a lesson and the teacher can't even explain it well....then sir sigua just explained some stuff about the land and some republic acts in economics...boring...then our physics teacher is absent again...so we spent another hour having fun at the lab..we had a quiz in filipino but the period was just too boring like nothing happened...and finally,music was used as a free time....so the classroom was noisy and everybody was just plain crazy as usual...

patrick and brian was absent.....and so was a lot of people...i dunno why...

we have a practice tomorrow...for our english play....but im not feeling good about it.....something tells me that something will go wrong tomorrow....like maybe someone might not come or even forget the script...just like today when our script writer is absent..

i feel a bit weird this whole day....i don't know why...it's like i juust wanna stay home and get my life back in order or maybe it's just the religion project that's bugging me....or maybe it's just this person who i can't determine if he's being plastic and intentionally trying to bring me down that i feel bad about...

waah.....im having a headache!!!

and to worsten things up,my rgular voice still doesn't return.....im still losing my voice...

oh well....life.....my life....

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useless classes..

school was totally useless today.....

we only had three subjects for today,religion,mass and physics...

there ws no mass so we had two hours of religion and all we had to do for the period was make a progress report for our project and we finished it immediately and we just had chat for a long time...

our physics teacher was absent again so we just stayed in the lab with nothing to do so we just chatted again....

so we actually didn't do anything..

after dismissal...i stayed in school for a while and played volleyball with my friends....then i went to the mall.....i was supposed to buy this cool shirt i found in SM but it was already out of stock.....too bad....it was too afordable for a nice t-shirt and i didn't get to buy it.....damn.....

then i bought Ashlee Simpson's Autobiography and Avril Lavigne's Let Go....something i've been longing for ever since i got my discman...

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full of requirements....

well,classes resumed yesterday....and of course,everyone had a story to share...and,a lot of lessons are waiting for us...

our english teacher was absent yesterday so we just copied notes while others were practicing for the play...so we basically didn't do anything yesterday in english......our physics teacher was also absent so we just had to perform an experiment....and that experiment requires our weight so i took my weight and im glad im just 101 pounds...

math and religion was such a bummer......they had to ruin the easygoing day by having us answer an activity and having a new lesson.....shop was also a pain in the ass...hehe.....we had a lecture and every meeting,there will be a quiz....so we had a lesson about roofs....

today,we just continued the practice in english,discussed some stuff about the foreign exchange in the philippines,we had a quiz in math,had a strange activity in our club meeting,i didn't participate in PE and spent my time chatting,then had a quiz in shop and copied some notes...

nothing much,nothing special......

most people hadn't changed....except for the haircut...which reminds me of my ugly hair that made my classmates to make fun of me....but nothing else....

we do have tons of requirements though...

1. Religion-i don't know what to do yet with our so-called research paper....and im the leader...

2. English-we will be the first to perform and we only had our practice today and our performance is on tuesday!!!....and worst of all,im playing Paris..

3.Shop-we still haven't started making the model and i still haven't passed my painting..

4.Filipino-we still have to make a "pagsusuri ng maikling kwento and we still have to memorize a literary piece..


..and so much more...

this life sucks..

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last day of vacation..

well.....i changed the layout of my blog.......but i didn't really want to change it i just had to cause i messed up the previous template.....anyway,

classes will start tomorrow!!!!im having mixed emotions....i can't wait to see my friends but i don't want to start doing heavy homeworks and quizzes again.....tsk tsk tsk....it's like im very....uhmmm...too-tired-to-function...not to mention the loads of requirements to pass.bummer.

i had my haircut today.....it's so short that i look so much uglier than before...hate it...

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1st day of 2006

Happy New Year everyone!!

so as i said,we went to our aunt's house to celebrate the New Year's eve...but it was kinda different though....many people were not present due to inevitable and untimely reasons...such as others had work on new year's eve and there was one family who had chickenpox...what a sad way of celebrating new year..

anyway,we were kinda bit early to arrive even though it was already 8:30pm...but the people there were already hungry so we had started eating our media noche even without the others..there were lots of food though...anyway,i just listened to the radio while waiting and i catched some yearend countdowns of different radio stations,magic 89.9's #1 was Mariah Carey's It's Like that with Karma(Alicia Keys),The day you said Goodnight(Hale),Lonely No more(Rob Thomas),We Belong together(Mariah Carey..again..)as the runner-ups to complete the top 5..campus radio 97.1's #1 was Green Day's Wake me up when september ends...

anyway,i watched tv to kill boredom....at first,i can't seem to change the channel by the remote so i just watched the current channel when i turned it on which was abs-cbn....so the show was MGB and they were featuring the World Pyro Olympics held here in the country.....and Australia won the contest thingy...

then i finally got to change the channel using the buttons on the tv itself and i watched 13 going on 30 on HBO...then suddenly,it was already time for the exchange gifts...as usual,im the one among us siblings who had the least number of gifts....well,i blame my parents for not letting me have a lot of godparents on this side of the family....anyway,i got some money,a Guess wallet with money again,a shirt from Human and a Tommy Hilfiger shirt...then we had the fireworks at 11pm then continued it after 2005 ended..of course...our firworks this year wasn't really interesting though...there were not even that much people who had fireworks...at least in the subdivision compared to last year...so i basically spent more time on my walkman than watching the fireworks...but there were some funny situations though,like when our aunts held a dancing competition and our aunt who was oversized in weight had started dancing like a sexy star and everyone had a blast of fun with that one and then the elders started to dance along with some of the kids and money were given to the participants...hehe...

anyway,we went home around 2am and we got to the house around 2:30am..but we slept around 3am since we were so enticed by the presents we got..

today,as usual,i woke up late...then our uncle said we were going to be picked up to go to merville,so we went there and we just played some stuff and got ourself busy with the gifts...we also received blankets from our grandma..

then we went home,i went to church afterwards...

clsses are gonna resume in just 2 days!!!im so nervous....nothing's changed on me except that maybe i got a bit uglier..hehe....anyway,i think i wasted my christmas vacation....hmmmm....i have been thinking of a new year resolution but i don't really believe in that which made me wonder if people really do follow their resolution....anyway,i don't have a resolution ever since since i can't keep it up and i break it always...i just hope that this year will be lucky for me,as i read in the newspaper today,it stated that underdogs will have their luck this year,year of the dog....

it's gonna be my birthday soon and i am not really excited since i can't think of a gift that my parents could give me which reminds me that my mom asked me a while ago what i wanted for my bday but i couldn't reply since i can't think of anything.....waaahhhh!!!i can't even think of what to do on my birthday....

happy new year everyone!

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