It's so hard to hate on someone when I was the problem all along. I've been acting like a kid trying to put up a brave front but deep inside, my cowardliness has brought me nothing but negativity.
But I think it's all better now. Though I do accept that I won't get what I want anymore, at least things are becoming better.
Just today after office hours, I was walking with my officemate as usual and for some reason, the conversation turned out to be about me and his "analysis" of me. Here's the thing, he's actually good at reading people and what he said was pretty much accurate and even went as far as figuring out I have a lot of secrets and persuading me to share them to someone I trust. But I somehow get the hint that it should be him. I think he is catching on to my feelings and trying to make me admit about what I feel about him.
Though it kinda excites me that he may actually look forward to finding out my secret, I might be just overreacting and things might be awkward if I go all out. Besides, I just gotta stop thinking that anything will ever happen between us. My actions have been quite obvious and that is just going to get me into trouble.
On a lighter note, the airconditioning system in the gym has been under maintenance earlier today and the heat was almost unbearable. I was already sweating with only 5 minutes in. They need to fix it ASAP!
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