The feeling is quite weird. I'm no longer used to consecutive days of having no work. It's not necessarily a vacation as I felt so tired in all these days of having no work. I can't help but think that I'm slacking off even if I have legitimate reasons to stay off from work especially after yesterday's tropical disaster hit our home. I'm no workaholic but it feels like a routine already which can both be a good and bad thing.
With just two days of work for this week, I can already sense an overwhelming list of tasks to do. Though I plan to cut it short, I still want to accomplish at least half of my tasks. I am also scared for the performance of my clients because of this lack of activity. I can't ask for help from others because I know they are fully loaded too.
I've been wondering if this stress and worry toward my clients is worth it. It's been more than two weeks since I celebrated my 6 month in the company and there's no signs of me getting regularized. *sigh*
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